I’m exhausted. A spirit draining, soul destroying kind of exhausted. The kind of exhausted where every thought pulls me under like a tidal wave and every emotion is unbearably raw. I watch myself struggling with who I am and what my bleak future holds, but I don’t know how to fix it. I don’t know how to make the sadness go away. “Be better!” I shout over and over. Be better. But I don’t know how. Time keeps passing by and I’m still stuck stationary in this darkness I can no longer bear to be in. I’m exhausted.
Sometimes I sit and try and remember what it’s like to feel secure and loved, but all I feel is emptiness and fear.
If your significant other spends more time on social media than they do on you, it’s probably time you re-evaluate your choices in partners/life/everything.